Lately, I took some time to reflect about life stuffs…
I realized that shopping had become one of my essential hobbies. It seems that I can't live without it as I tend to get stress quite often and shopping had became a very good therapy for me. :)
In fact, I had made many new purchases during this new year.
Actually, it ain’t that hard trying to get me to buy things, because I’m a woman with great purchasing power! :D
Though honestly, most of the things were impulsive buying. But who cares when I can be happy.
Yes, there are things money can't buy, but for everything else there's Mastercard ! ;)
It really is simple.
Whoever that wants for me to buy their stuffs MUST be very convincing & persuasive. Either that, or they at least need to be very good looking. Or else, I don't think I will ever sign up or make purchase. >:D
Nah, I'm just kidding on the appearance part.
I'm a person who values effort. If you did enough, much more than I can appreciate, you deserve the result which you intend to achieve. However, if you didn’t do much and you expect me to sign up, I’d tell you it is IMPOSSIBLE. Not in my dictionary, so please, run along will ya? -___-
I'm just a stubborn, insistent and demanding person.
I hold strong to my own values. I want every single thing to go my way.
I love to follow trends, everything and anything that's new/hot/in-style, I will try to achieve it no matter at what costs.
I'll do whatever it takes to own certain things. Whatever that I want, I will go for it.
Feelings are not really everything. No matter how much I like a nail clipper and its design, if it can’t function to clip my nails as squarish shaped, I’ll consider this fancy nail clipper as not much of use. No, not because I don’t recognize or appreciate the function of a nail clipper. But mainly it is because it needs to be multi-functioned, in order to serve as a good nail clipper.
I shall not put high hopes or expectations into something which I am certain could not perform well.
Let’s just say I've been let down by this world and the society all too many times until I don't even know what could I believe in anymore...
Of course, there are actually a lot more other main concerns which I should be addressing at this moment; however I choose to ignore them. How bad of me. :(
See how I choose to pen down (virtually) this blog post instead of going to bed, you will know that I’m such a person who will sacrifice just about anything else if I think that the other thing is much important or could not be delayed. Though, this depends on what the situation and what the case is about.
I realized that… Instead of giving my body what it needs, I attended to what my soul wants. DAFUQ ?!!
Okay well, today I had my first experience in using CC, Ebay and Paypal. Honestly it felt real good. I feel as though I’m like a true adult and finally reached that stage of being AN ADULT!!! =D
With all that spending power, I feel like I have suddenly grown up a lot and that I have become a person who can make my own decisions, be independent and surviving with my own skills. Wow. It really is amazing. I mean, who would have imagined that all these could give such feelings!!!
*** song playing in background: “I believe I can fly~ I believe I can touch the sky~~ I think about it every night and day~~~ Spread my wings and fly away~~~~” ***
Well yes, I am aware that I should proceed with caution. And it seems that many people around me do not trust me around with it. -________-”
Even the egg warned me not to go overboard in spending. SWEATS.
AM I REALLY THATTT MUCH OF SHOP-A-HOLIC IN EVERYONE’S EYES? *sigh*
To be frank, I don’t feel like I am one.
I am just boosting the economy y’know, with fair amounts of wise spending and lavishes. *grins*
After going through all these, I could probably say that the only good thing about being an adult is that YOU GET TO SPEND THE MONEY WHICH YOU HAVE EARNED BY YOURSELF!!! It’s an indescribable feeling of joy, gratitude and more joy. =D
Nothing is ever more worth than this.
No matter how much suffering one went through, no matter how much obstacles and challenges in the way, no matter how tired one felt, STILL… this makes it worth the while. :)
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